I am so hurt right now. I am going through the clothes I saved for my future kids and they are just damaged and completely destroyed. What hurts the most is that I am the only one thats upset about it. I feel alone...Jeff said he is hurt that his military uniforms are a mess. In my anger I said that they are of no use anymore.
I dont blame him for the destruction of the clothes. I should have just done it myself instead of relying on him to do it.
I just dont learn my lessons I guess. I am alone.
I feel alone. No matter how hard I try I will be alone forever.
I just wish he understood why I am so hurt. I am alwasy looking forward to our future but it seems like it is getting further and further away...
I just want to throw the clothes away at this point. It really doesnt matter anymore. It is what it is.
I guess ill just stick to my dogs for now..children are just another dream
